This Gospel…

And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.—Matthew 24:14

Among other things, every child must be fed and clothed. They must be safe and secure. That is our salvation and it is within our power. It is the gospel or “truth” of His teachings.



Breaking It Down…

My goal is to always come from a place of love …but sometimes you just have to break it down for a motherfucker.―RuPaul

On Staff…

I have found the support staff in psychiatric units underpaid and poorly educated.  It requires a great deal of compassion and empathy and if a patient needs to be bathed for Christ’s sake pick up a cloth and bathe them.

And doctor, tending to my basic needs in a hospital setting is not rocket science.  Tending to my psychological need is.

Dissociative Identity Disorder

It sounds like there are elements of schizophrenia in her disorder. Funny little world we live in. If she says she is Satan then she has Dissociative Identity Disorder but if I say I am Christ I am diagnosed with Schizophrenia. Funny little world indeed.


“Hi’ my name is Satan, what’s your name?” This is how I met this patient. I was told that I would be standing at her door and my one and only goal was to not allow her out of her room. I walked up and saw her standing at the doorway. Her hair disheveled, I could tell she had probably been wearing the same gown for days. Her room smelled of urine. She had only a gown on and nothing under it. She was in her early 50’s and from what I had been told in report she had been institutionalized for over 15 years. The reason she was with us was because the place she was at couldn’t handle her anymore. We were supposed to get her medications worked out. When it was my turn to take post,  I stood in front of her  and she looked at me , her eyes got…

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A Vision…



I had a vision some years ago that I was taken and blindfolded.  I was set in a world to walk it without assistance. 

I walked it.

The voices I hear are real to me and there are many moments when I believe I am not the only one hearing them but am the only one not told this is normal and I’ve been set on a path to walk it blindfolded, buried alive in it like so many real people in cultures that use that technique to initiate their shaman.

It is for the benefit of the community so they can determine who the real shaman is.  It is an inhumane technique—downright cruel.

But I am a shaman and these bitches are going to watch me walk it like no other.

And in the end they will know it is not I who need to prove myself as shaman but rather they who need to prove themselves as human.

The Tree of Life…


The Tree of Life

The Tree of Life describes the descent of the divine into the manifest world, and methods by which divine union may be attained in this life. It can be viewed as a map of the human psyche and of the workings of creation, both manifest and unmanifest.


I’ve been so disgusted with the way people have bashed this woman. She is so much stronger than the lot of them.

There’s a group of people analysing Britney elsewhere. I’ve told them what I think of their bullshit and callous way they describe her as being “fragmented” and having dissociation without knowing her or having the qualification to make such a diagnosis. Armchair docs…just as dangerous as those who write a prescription after a five minute conversation and no observation. Tell me, “quantum doc,” just WHAT have you observed?

I’ve observed you being a self-absorbed, ignorant asshole.

Thanks Tish for putting me onto this…