Once, while in trance, I saw myself buried alive and calling out for help to aliens. That is how I feel. The aliens are the only beings listening. I’m totally frustrated with mankind and its lack of community. What do people think schizophrenia is? I’m not the guy in the news who says, “The voices made me do it.” I’m John Nash and Syd Barrett just trying to make it through the day.
The mental health care system sucks huge and is so disconnected from what is needed it is sickening. The mental health forums online are even worse.
And here is my wish…that every malingering asshole gets twenty-four hours in my head. They couldn’t handle one fucking day.