Most don’t understand the darkness from which we come. The new age has whitewashed shamanism into a plant worshipping system. Even Christ said he’d pick up a sword.
We are inundated with books on ego loss that is described as a dissipation when, in reality, it is a Universal pummelling. Shaman not only experience ego collapse but also true physical death. The new age mock us with their books and flow of money for services not rendered while they have the audacity to reject the real shaman.
The “call” is not a “feeling” it is a striking down of the shaman in his or her path—an attention getting beating after which the shaman knows there is no other way to go.